Another Boring Time

Hooooy, jangan ngelamun aja. Ngelamun itu cukup 1 menit tiap hari nya :p

Selamat Kamis pagi! Gue lagi boring nih, eh tapi kan barusan kemaren juga gue bikin entri, sekarang bikin lagi.. Iya gak apa-apa sih, gue cuma pengen aktif lagi di per-blog-an. ._. 

Selamat Kamis pagi dari me and squid ^^

Udah keliatan mirip belum? Hehe kita kembar loooh. (Itu pun kalo squid nya mau). Udah ya segitu dulu, gue ngantuk mau bobo dulu. Semoga gak kesiangan buat sekolah ._.

Believe Acoustic

Hello kalian para Homo sapiens! 

Gue mau curhat dulu. Ini udah masuk larut malem, orang rumah udah pada tidur dan gue sangat boring. Tapi boring nya juga gak sejelek muka kalian loh! Gue baru aja ngabisin sebungkus nasi goreng, semangkok sereal Stars, sama sepiring Siomay. Lo tau kan gue kaya gimana..

Dan gue sekarang lagi koma. Bukan karena kebanyakan makan, atau kesusahan buang air, atau karena mau melahirkan (yang ini gak masuk akal) tapi karena apa... aPa.. APA!!!!! Apa coba? Ayooo tebak *apaan sih ren emang yang baca pada bisa jawab?! Emang nya ini acara Dora The Explorer?

Hehe, gue lagi koma aja, nih sekarang juga gue lagi ngetik sambil surviving *lebay internasional*. Tapi kalian gak tau kan gue koma kenapa... Kenapa, karena gue baru inget kalo ternyata tanggal 29 itu #BelieveAcoustic di release. Omg, sekarang tanggal berapa? Tanggal 30. *ngitung* (30 - 29 = 1).... Tuh, gue telat 1 hari dan itu fatal. Gue udah jadi seorang belieber yang gagal. :'"( Waktu video Kiss You nya One Direction di upload ke Youtube, gue telat 2 hari gara-gara koneksi internet gue yang kamprut nya bikin gue merasa gagal aja selama ini belajar TIK di sekolah. Dan gue otomatis langsung merasa jadi Directioner yang gagal, tapi sekarang gue udah ngerasa jadi Directioner yang sukses (lagi).

Pertama-tama gue tau karena gue nge-stalk timeline @justinbieber (Iya, iya, gue nge-stalk bieber sama semua personil 1D tiap kali gue napas *sekali hirup sekali stalk) Jadi kalo gue lagi gak buka twitter, gue usahain buat gak terlalu sering napas. Tapi gue takut sama keranda, jadi gue selalu end up dengan 'numpang twitter di henpon temen' dengan jurus :

G : 'Eh eh mau mati nih minjem hp dong mau stalk bieber & 1D biar bisa napas'

T : 'Eh, gue ga pake paket intern....'

G : 'Lebih milih pulsa, apa aku mati....:('

T : 'I..Iya udah deh.'

Dan akhirnya gue pulang. Trus kenapa tadi minjem hp temen? :|
Gue nyalain pc, buka twitter, langsung ngestalk profil 1D, gak ada yang bikin gue kejang-kejang.. 

Dan gue nulis @....jus...tin... dan langsung ada gitu di bawah nya (dusun mode on) gue langsung klik dan gue perlahan2 baca satu persatu tweetnya dan ternyata..... JENG JENG JENG JENG JENG JENG JENG

Dia nge twit kalo album Believe Acoustic udah di release. Disitu gue udah stadium terakhir, karena udah telat dan gue langsung klik dan karena di pc gue ada aplikasi iTunes nya jadi pas gue klik langsung kebuka (Dusun mode on part II) dan gue langsung nangis tanpa air mata. Akhirnya....

Anjrit, lagu-lagu nyaaaa! Gue langsung teriak nyanyi-in lagu nya tapi gue banyak kesalahan dalam nyanyi, bukan karena gue gak apal lirik nya tapi karena gue nyanyi dengan tempo cepat. Jadi gue salah masuk gitu. Jadi nya pales. Lagian, kamu tuh dusun banget ren, acoustic itu pasti lebih NYANTAI nyanyinya. Bego, bego, begoooooooo. 

Sekian update gue tentang Believe Acoustic, semoga bisa menularkan virus belieber pada kalian semua. XOXO.

What Should I Call Him?

Besties. For me, 'Besties' doesn't always mean best friends, sometimes it means those best and chosen people who help when I'm in a need, cheer me up when I'm upset, and still much. Parents, cousins, sister, and friends are my BEST besties. They really are loving me with who I am. And I even haven't thank God for giving me those people. Parents paid me everything, they taught me, took care of me, they're the only people where I can ask anything and one of the things I'm most thankful for is they always work hard for me... Thanks God.

Those people really affected me in growing, and between them, there's one person I thank for his existence in my life. He isn't my family, and not my friend either, he doesn't have a designation to call. I just feel 'yea, this is my comfort zone' when he's around. The best part is, he's unlike the others. He's the only person I'm not ashamed to tell my failures to and he's the only one who understands the joy or insecurities I have for the weirdest things that I only tell him. He gives me advices, he TRULY cares about me. That's why it never worked out with other guys. I once tried to find for a guy to replace him but I hate it cause it wasn't same like when I was with him. :| Instead, he tells me stories too and they're always about things we all can relate to. Thanks for the sincerity. We don't belong to 'the pool of people' who can't go a second without talking to each other because we have our own lives and things to chase and that's why he's different. 

He always be my favorite stranger.. But I really don't know what it must be to call him? He isn't my friend, not my family, not my boyfriend too.. But who knows that he's more than a friend, and much better than a boyfriend? And by writing this post, now I'm thinking and realizing that love can grow from something or someone that made us feel comfort.

...At least, I love you all my 'besties', more than you all have ever figured it out.

p.s : I've been writing this since a few months ago, but then I saved it as a draft cause of my doubt in english hehe so I corrected it first before post it. Grammatically, you may find some faults. Sorry :Dx