Besties. For me, 'Besties' doesn't always mean best friends, sometimes it means those best and chosen people who help when I'm in a need, cheer me up when I'm upset, and still much. Parents, cousins, sister, and friends are my BEST besties. They really are loving me with who I am. And I even haven't thank God for giving me those people. Parents paid me everything, they taught me, took care of me, they're the only people where I can ask anything and one of the things I'm most thankful for is they always work hard for me... Thanks God.
Those people really affected me in growing, and between them, there's one person I thank for his existence in my life. He isn't my family, and not my friend either, he doesn't have a designation to call. I just feel 'yea, this is my comfort zone' when he's around. The best part is, he's unlike the others. He's the only person I'm not ashamed to tell my failures to and he's the only one who understands the joy or insecurities I have for the weirdest things that I only tell him. He gives me advices, he TRULY cares about me. That's why it never worked out with other guys. I once tried to find for a guy to replace him but I hate it cause it wasn't same like when I was with him. :| Instead, he tells me stories too and they're always about things we all can relate to. Thanks for the sincerity. We don't belong to 'the pool of people' who can't go a second without talking to each other because we have our own lives and things to chase and that's why he's different.
He always be my favorite stranger.. But I really don't know what it must be to call him? He isn't my friend, not my family, not my boyfriend too.. But who knows that he's more than a friend, and much better than a boyfriend? And by writing this post, now I'm thinking and realizing that love can grow from something or someone that made us feel comfort.
...At least, I love you all my 'besties', more than you all have ever figured it out.
p.s : I've been writing this since a few months ago, but then I saved it as a draft cause of my doubt in english hehe so I corrected it first before post it. Grammatically, you may find some faults. Sorry :Dx
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